I've cleaned up real well. "You've lost all contact with your inner child!"

Almost got a job with Torrid.  "They don't want the REAL fat asses."

optimism? i think not.

I'm going to go to South Beach.

I'm going to get a tattoo removed.

And buy an enormous amount of Ed Hardy hats.

This is all I have to do before my plane leaves on Sunday.

Right now I'm cooped up in a house until my cousin get back with the fucking car.

I hope its as sunny where you are.

amandafuckingwise 

geeze people.

His name is Dudditz.

If you're a fan of Stephen King, you know where it comes from.

what is wrong with me?

amanda

Seeing old friends again has been a fun thing. Catching up on the latest 'gossip'. It's scary how people change, but I haven't looked in the mirror lately either.

Mom wasn't too bad. I confessed all my 'wrongdoings' and she was cool with it. "As long as you keep your A's I'll let you do whatever you want...as long as you don't get arrested or get any tattoos!" umm... whoops. After she made that statement I shut my mouth.

I'm pretty sure I'm going to Warped Tour this summer...I just have to decide who I want to go with. The majority of my friends aren't really into the whole being-outside-all-day-getting-sun burned-sweating-your-tits-off-starving-to-death kind of fun...Whoo!  But this will only be my second concert (if Warped Tour is considered a concert).  Jan. 19, 2007 was my first and what I thought to be my last. An unfortunate and painful run-in with Fall Out Boy's bass player hindered my spirits for quite a while, but alas, I have realized it was just a series of unfortunate events.

Having nothing to do during the week...I sit on the computer viewing people's song history to discover new music. (by people I mean Audrey Kitching and Tyler Torture...?) A band I came across that goes by the name of THE TING TINGS, are really good. It's a European kindof trip-hop/electronica kinda stuff. It makes you want to dance. PLACEBO is another sweet band. I had heard of them before, but I never really gave it a good listen. Infa Red is my favorite.

It's Tuesday May 13 10:45am. Why am I not in school? Because I have don't have to pay for it and I hang out with ''bad people who don't give a fuck about their future''

"FUCK ALL YA'LL FOR NOT GIVIN ME ANY FUCKING CUSS WORDS!"(chris crocker)

Have a lovely day,

Amanda Wise.

EDIT: I think I'm going to go to the park. I need the fresh air.

I seriously don't want to grow up. Too much responsibility, work, money...

As a kid you don't have to give a fuck about anything because they're all like "oh she's only 16, she doesn't know any better" I do know better, it's just that I don't have to take the blame so I fucking do it! As far as work goes, I don't have to work. My mom is like "you need to focus on school or you'll fail in life" psssht. whatever. And the money...I don't have any. But my mom has this pretty little piece of plastic that seems to solve that problem.

ok.

spoiledrottenlittlefuck.